A Letter from Andres Otano

October 07, 2002

Mr. Steve Waterman,

The purpose of this letter is to address my appearance on your 'Hall of Shame' website.

First of all I profusely apologize for my lack of action in stemming the misperceptions that have ensued from all this. Further, I remain profoundly embarrassed. My lack of decisive action allowed previous seastories to matriculate into the false assumption I was a qualified Navy SEAL Officer. In point of fact, I was assigned to the SPECWAR community as an Intelligence Officer, among other things. Please see the addendum to this letter outlining my assignments with 'the teams'.

It was not my intention to portray myself wrongly. Yet over time, my third person discussions somehow evolved into the first person. With the telling & re-telling of experiences I was un-wise in that I didn't handle the situation properly and promptly. I should not have embellished the real, and at times, direct support I provided during my naval career to the SPECWAR community. What perplexes me even more grievously is my own lack of decisive action. This has in turn tarnished my excellent reputation, not to mention my relationships, and hopefully not, jeopardized friendships with individuals I call friends in the SPECWAR community. Some of my SEAL friends with whom I have confided of my situation continue supporting me. One friend in particular is LCDR Mike Walsh, (ret.). He and others continue supporting me. Mike has even offered to write you on my behalf. Our friendship has endured the test of time and years. Mike and I served together in Panama and Norfolk during some intense periods.

Errors in judgement can occur to anyone Mr. Waterman. Now it's happened to me. I do not wish to see the good things I've accomplished in the past be wiped from memory. At the same time, I offer my humble apologies for my own mis-steps, and failures, to do what every Naval Officer should, 'take care of business'. So I'm doing that here and now. Accordingly I would like to provide you the truth not by name-dropping but as references to my association to the SPECWAR Community. Please see the Addendum to this letter.

In the end, I should wish to remain proud of my experiences and accomplishments in my naval career, and not be remembered as someone who tried to make myself something I was not. I continue to be proud of my association with the best fighting force in the world. In the last several years, when approached and asked if I was a Navy SEAL I continue standing to correct the current misconception. Unfortunately it hasn't been enough. People move around. Again, I am embarrassed by my inaction. Despite my appearance on your web page, I ask you to please contact LCDR Michael J. Walsh. Mike has assured me he will vouch I am an individual with high integrity and professionalism even when I have erred. My friends who have stood beside me realize we all make mistakes. They continue supporting me.

Humility is a great and sometimes painful teacher. Please believe me when I state that the true meaning of the word is indelibly inscribed upon my very soul. Accordingly, I ask not to appear any longer on your web page or any "Hall of Shame." 

 

Andres Otano ADDENDUM

The write up on your web site mentions other things: